I have said before my default is negative...towards myself. See, I can be hopeful, positive and believe the best for anyone except me. I wholeheartedly believe it has to do with the almost 27-years of abuse endured by both parents and spouse. The lies pounded in my head over and over and over again. And this mindset has affected both relationships and my health. So I am done.
2017 will be my last full year in my 20s. I do not want to enter my 30s the way I've been in my 20s. I want to gain physical health and habits, as well as emotional and mental health and habits.
I know some things about me, things I like, how I like to treat people, views on topics, etc. but my unhealthy habits have created a hindrance in my growth. I am ready to find out who I am really and also, to fully become me.
2017 will be the year the impossible is possible.
In my current way of thinking, the lose of weight, and gain of healthy eating and thinking habits feels so impossible...so I become discouraged and end up self-harming over again. But not anymore. I am going to set goals and write in here regularly for accountability sake. With God and friends by my side, this year will be a game changer.
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